I feel as though someone has pulled my heart out. I can't recall the last time i cried until my eyes hurt. I'm gonna miss you little one, i didn't get to meet you in person, i felt your presence and now i'm left with your absence. I don't know if the pain will ever go away it can only be distracted. I'm cold and I'm sad and it hurts alot but I see your mission was not a long one but God sent you regardless and in time I will understand more and if I don't understand more than God console me. I don't want to let you go but it wasn't my choice. I accept it, but i don't like it. it will hurt and i'm gonna miss you like the flowers miss the sun on a cloudy day. I won't pretend to be strong because I'm not. I know people are praying for you and for me and so I keep faith that it will be okay one day.